im f***** up

i just did a wonderful post for my friends and now.

its gone!

coz bloody shit my finger must press the wrong button.

and for no reason wordpress did no auto saving the draft.

wtf!

now i have no mood to post anything!!!!!!!!

bye.

ninnart!

i ask  Ninnart y she didnt ask me to go band todae..im dying to step her shoe..and heres our conversation..

[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:i sms you
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:its you never reply me
Nur Yus says:no
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:i tag your blog also
Nur Yus says:i receive no msg
Nur Yus says:u did??
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:i did
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:i send you one on wed
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:say josiah luq and i going
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:then i send new year msg
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:then i send say i going today
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:all no reply
Nur Yus says:u sms me wad number huh?
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:th number that you sms me in canada
Nur Yus says:i really never receive any msg
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:huh
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:><

[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:you la
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:i keep sms’ing you then no reply

Nur Yus says:i really didnt receive any msg
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:><
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:how come
Nur Yus says:u msg wrong num lah!
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:wait i type th number out
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:8164****
Nur Yus says:ur head!!
Nur Yus says:9*******!!
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:wth
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:but at least i got tag in your blog hor
Nur Yus says:y u tag blog!
Nur Yus says:frenster canot izit!
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:how i know
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:raawr
Nur Yus says:damn u!

[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:walauuuuuuuuuu
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:v stupid uh
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:wrong number
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:><
Nur Yus says:how come canada u msg me the num correct?
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:how i know
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:lol
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:i msg th number in my contact lor
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:is it your old num ?
Nur Yus says:8164****
Nur Yus says:is my old num
Nur Yus says:very old num!!
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:><
Nur Yus says:u lah
Nur Yus says:now i cant step ur shoe
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:you also
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:walau, keep changing number !

Nur Yus says:that num is very long alrdy u knw
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:idk
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:lol
Nur Yus says:thats like sec 3 num lah
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:lol
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:how i know
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:lol
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:you change num never tell me
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:lol
Nur Yus says:u change sim card rite?
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:no
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:same number
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:since pri 5
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:><
Nur Yus says:i mean ur sim card
Nur Yus says:canada sim card
Nur Yus says:and spore sim card
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:yah
Nur Yus says:then ur spore sim card has my old num
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:yeah
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:lol
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:i think so
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:shit laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
[c=14]Ninnart[/c] says:><
Nur Yus says:crap lah

And we continue chatting abt the num..wth!!! im suppose to step ur shoe till it turn black so u can wear to school..now i cant step alrdy..anyway..bon voyage ninnart-to..

 

 

random

Q: If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?

A:Turn bck the clock and re-do all my mistake including study hard for O,to not be lazy to exercise & a hundred more wishes!

 

Q: Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you’re really real?

A: 24/7

Q: Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?

A: Honestly, yes.

Q: Would you change yourself for the person you love?

A:If he love me,its bcoz he accept me for who i am and not for who im not..bt if its for my own good y not……

Q: Do you believe in Love?

A: I wont be dreaming abt having 4 kids if i dun believe in LOVE..

Q: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

A: Eternity..bt while waiting y not have fun with others..

Q: If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?

A: Its not already attached bt happily attached!!wad i do??be happy for him lah..though deep inside still hoping for

     a sign.

Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?

A: Thinking of O level result and how much i flunk my papers..

 

Q: Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you’re around the guy/girl you like?

A: If u really really really extremely like him,u will have buterflies no matter how cool ppl think u re..

Q: Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?

A: Maybe..

Q: Who are currently most important people to you?

A: My family and my friends..

 

Q: Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn’t?

A: Who doesn’t right?…JOE JONAS!

Q: Are you happy with your life?

A: Nope, rather contented.

Q: Would you give your all in a relationship?

A: Would you not give your all in a relationship?

 

Q: What type of friends do you like?

A: My friends is the type of friends that i like..

Q: Do you often wish there was something you could change?

A: Yah..my parents should not have divorce!!im still cant accept the fact,therefore i wish i could change the fact

Q: If your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction?

A: I will buy a vodoo doll.insert his pic,write his name..and poke him with needles..or maybe i would tickle the doll

      when his on his date with a her/him..it will make him look like a fool..muahahaha..revenge is sweet!

Q: What does the newest text say?

A: oh..forgot..tml i will comment..(by mag goh)

Q: Who was the last person to make you laugh?

A: Adam Brody..

i dream i got 13 point for o level…

oh no..im so goin to get 31 point!!

haiz…………………………………………

watch if u want to

taylor swift on ellen d show..THANKS TO HER IM INTO COUNTRY MUSIC NOW..im neutral!

nothing too

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
and we caught onto something
I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me

Were you just kidding?
cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down
we almost never speak
I dont feel welcome anymore
baby what happened, please tell me?

Cause one second it was perfect, now youre halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone, he still hasnt called
and then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when he said forever and always
oh, and it rains in your bedroom
everything is wrong
it rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line?
Did I say something way too honest, made you run and hide
like a scared little boy
I looked into you in the eyes
thought I knew you for a minute, now Im not so sure

so heres to everything coming down to nothing
heres to silence that cuts me to the core
where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute, but I dont anymore

And I stare at the phone, he still hasnt called
and then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when he said forever and always
oh, and it rains in your bedroom
everything is wrong
it rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
cause I was there when you said forever and always
you didnt mean it baby, I dont think so

Back up, baby, back up
did you forget everything
Back up, baby, back up
did you forget everything

Cause it rains in your bedroom
everything is wrong
it rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
cause I was there when you said forever and always

Oh, I stare at the phone, he still hasnt called
and then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when we said forever and always

and it rains in your bedroom
everything is wrong
it rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
cause I was there when you said forever and always
you didnt mean it baby,

you said forever and always

nothing

Say you’re sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known, I should have known

I’m not a princes, this ain’t a fairy tale
I’m not the one you’ll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain’t Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it’s too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I’m sooo sorry

Cause I’m not your princess, this ain’t a fairytale
I’m gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

the fact!

the fact is….

singapore has alot of China ppl(no offence)..
its like very where u go,foreign talent can be seen..
just walkin at bugis todae made me realise that..

1st:
i saw china couple wearing couple tee huging and talking.and the girl talk not softly which made me realise that she is not a singaporean frm her accent.they were with their friends.who is also cina

2nd:
i was with my bro buying waffle at lavender which the sign spell walfle instead of waffle.i order 2 waffle  both mix flavour of kaya and peanut butter.he thought its 2 waffle one kaya,one peanut butter.i explain agn.he DONT understand eng.i explain agn and thot he understand i gave him $10 and he gave me $8.40 which means i bought one waffle with mix flavour.i want two.he thot he count the money wrongly.and the a singaporean uncle which i think dun understand both mandarin and eng.he made things worst by saying i want 6 waffle!!!i have hard time trying to explain and wishing that atleast one of my friend were there to clear thinks up.it took me 10 mins to explain i want 2 waffle both with mix flavour.and it only clear to him when i started to say in my very very very very very basic mandarin.

3rd:
my mum is a cleaner and i dont think i have anything to be ashame of!!instead i should be proud coz without ppl like her dun even think u can go to a clean toilet.believe it or not she have cert in wad she is doin.ooppss.sidetrack!back to track!
she has a colleague who is a China men!!!!he 100% dont understand eng.i have a very hard time trying to explain to him that im her daughter.my mama somehow think im a pro in chinese just coz i went to chinese lesson,have chinese frens, watch chinese drama,understand very very very very basic mandarin,in overnight im a chinese pro in her eyes.he manage to understand the msg that i was trying to convey to him.just one problem,i dont understand wad he reply.so i started nodding my head and smile as if i understand,bt i think he knew i dont understand wad he said.

4th:
we when to a menicure shop.and all the worker are cina.one started to talk to me and i ask how much does it cost?she dont understand wad i said.her colleague come over to help(another cina)she said now is we dont understand.so she press the price on the calculator before showing us.bt too bad the shop is too crowded and we left..

5th:
we went to kfc at bugis.and to my suprise the counter is handle by 2 cina men and one singaporean manager.i was lucky this time he understand wad im trying to say just that i have to repeat my order and he repeat mine agn.i dun have problem with him bt he need to be faster coz he holding a very long queue.

bt i have to sae they tried to understand wad we re saying.

i mean not that i cant china ppl.i just dun understand wad they sae.i cant understand singapore mandarin bt not china mandarin.they have slang that made the word all jumble up and made it sound as if they a muffled.and too much foreign talent in singapore.im not against cina ppl or something bt im just stating the fact that we have export too much foreign talent which only explain y singaporean are immigrating oversea there is no opportunities for us.and that is funny coz when we immigrate to oversea ppl are goin to look at us like how we think of the cina ppl.im imagining malay in china.haha.how re they going to communicate?

haha..

another thing.i hate it when ppl look at me when im with my friends.wads wrong with a malay being friends with chinese.wad do u guys expect to see.there re no rules saying that malay re only allow to go out with the malay and chinese with chinese , indian with indian.and i knw there re barrier between us like i cant eat pork and they can and i dun seem to have a prob with them eating pork.eng is a common language between us.and my bestfriends re chinese!

im just living singapore motto up..racial harmony!!!REGARDLESS OF RACE LANGUAGE OR RELIGION!!THEY RE STILL  MY FRIEND!so stop looking at ppl when their friends re from other races or mayb u need to get a friend from other races yourselve.this is applicable to mats,minahs,ahlian,ahbeng,and indian gangster wannabe.

i have said wad i wanted to sae!

o levels is over and i flunk…

FINALLY!!!now my destiny…..
aiya dunno the lyric lah..

o level is over..and i definitely flunk the paper..wad can i do..sit and wish for miracle to happen..(yah rite in ur dream)..or maybe hope that the plane and has some technical glitch..or the stack of paper was stolen by robber that is dumb enough to think that the bag (that has our paper) is full of money..take note this is just a wish..a wish that will only happen is PIGS CAN FLY!!!!

aniway..i have photos to update..grad photo,hari raya….bt me being a halal pig i think its very leceh(troublesome)..so i will only update when i have the mood..and those who wants the photo u can wait until i upload the photo here coz my bro laptop cant send photo through email..and no MSN! i miss my lappie..he need to go to ICU and it will coz a bomb..

kk..bye..i go my grandma hs shopping alrdy..sayonara sayo sayo nara!!!!

p.s.gan i found the memory card!!

i am such a bitch!!been very moody recently!

hallo!

its been along time since i last update..
hows life??like tat lah..
hows sch??sucks lah..
wad else do u need to knw??
i have alot to update bt too lazy cum buzy..
no time no time..
my dearest laptop is spoil..now at my aunt hs,making kuehh(will bring some for u guys dont worry)so while taking a break here i am blogging..

someone just made me realise that she and me still have the connection like we do in the past,in a way that nobody can connect to us..u just made me realise that im still play a part in ur life..and im glad to knw that..i may not be thr for u 24/7,bt u knw i stan by u whenever u need me..it never bother me when a fren needs my help..so dun u dare think that way..u can still trust me like u did in the past..ur secret will always be save with me..we been throught alot dont tell me we cant jump over this hurdle..
dun worry i’ll be thr for u till my hair turn grey!!!till u meet **..we willl meet our **..its a matter of time…bestfren its just a matter of time..hold on!!it will all get better in time..

 

i found something…
haha…something i gave as a bdae present..

 muahaha…jing ying both re from me huh!!!not bad!!cuckoo cookie monster!!!hahaha…i knw u damn stress!!haha…so poor thing..dont be so sad!

bye…go make kueh alrdy…